So it has been quite some time since I have actually sat down and blogged, and I figured since something recently truly moved Me that one of My boys did, why not now!?!?
So I actually in the last 2 months moved twice lol. I actually moved in with a friend of Mine to help her out as she was in a pretty bad situation and struggling financially. So being the nice person I am, I went to help her out. Yeah that proved to be a mistake, as I moved back out of there nearly a month later. Some people, no matter how well you think you know them, you truly do not. I found this out quickly and had to get out of there. So I moved back to where I originated lol.
While I was there though I actually did quite a bit of real time sessions. From simple foot worship, to extreme ballbusting and strap on play. Some of My favorites as you all must know by now. Did a few sissy training sessions which I absolutely love, who doesn’t love a girls day? I know My sissy girls enjoyed it as much as I did. If you live in My area or are interested in meeting real time, contact Me via the site and We can discuss it further.
Now to the reason that actually inspired Me to write this blog post… a selfless act that totally, in My eyes depicts the exact meaning of serving your Miss….
So as you may or may not know, I am not opposed to having submissive friends in this online world, and real life for that matter. Not every submissive has to serve Me for Me to speak to them. I love intellectual conversation, it’s quite the breath of fresh air to actually come across a submissive that can hold a normal conversation versus the mindless drones, or self serving boys that you often times come across. So awhile back there was a boy that for whatever reason piqued My interest with his views on particular things that I wont go into much detail about here as it’s not relevant to the post here. So with that being said for months and months, close to a year now, this boy and Myself have had many different conversations via phone, text and chatting on messengers. I learned about this boy through these conversations and I like to think that in some way I have impacted his views on some things. I can tell you that this boy has went from being a total rebel to being one of the most subservient boys I have ever had the pleasure of speaking with to date.
Now on to how he actually came to being MY boy. Over the months the conversations this boy and I had were deep and intense and obviously there was a relationship built throughout that time. One that many people would never begin to understand, nor will I sit here and even try to explain the strong bond that he and I share. So about 3 months ago this boy for whatever reason, just stopped communicating with Me. I never knew why until the end of April when he tried to reach out to Me and I happened to be out on a date with some douche bag guy and My phone died, to which he thought I was just simply ignoring him. So he started sending tributes thinking that I was purposely ignoring him, trying to get My attention, when in reality I would never do such a thing to someone whom I truly enjoyed talking to. So there is where things began. I got home and obviously plugged My phone in and checked My email to see 4 separate tributes begging for My attention. Got on My computer and once again talked until wee hours of the night. It was then that I found out these feelings that he had kept under wraps for so long, were the exact things that kept him from speaking to Me. Not out of fear of Me, but of what I may say in response to his feelings. So over the past few weeks he and I have built this awesome relationship that I can genuinely say, I wouldnt trade for a million dollars. THAT is how important it is to Me.
There is the back story- Now on to the selfless act that inspired this post. In our conversations I had mentioned to this boy that I wanted to go to Philadelphia and have a real cheese-steak since obviously I live in Ohio and we don’t have a real cheese-steak here. My lovely adoring boy went online and found this cheese-steak place in Philadelphia that will deliver a REAL cheese-steak right to My front door the next day. I thought that was pretty awesome. So a week or so passed and he had asked for My address, which typically I wont give to just anyone, unless of course I actually know and trust you. So still not thinking why he would need My address, I gave it to him and let it be. Not too long after he asked for the address I got an email from him that was a forward from the cheese-steak place in Philly that delivers these cheese-steaks right to My front door. A whopping $75 for a damn sandwich that is just going to be devoured in mere minutes. To him, it wasn’t the money though. It was giving Me something that I wanted. He gets no pleasure from Me eating this cheese-steak. What it does show to ME though, is that his priorities are in tact. It wasn’t some lingerie that he would be receiving pictures of, or expecting anything in return whatsoever. It was simply pleasing Me, and he did just that. A TOTALLY selfless act. And to Me…. that is what serving is all about.
So to My Kakihara- you have totally blown My mind this time My dear sweet boy. You went above and beyond in your ability to please Me. You have grown into this amazing boy who I have the privilege of calling My own now and for that gift of your submission, I will forever be grateful. I look forward to the days, weeks, months and years to come. You never cease to amaze Me, ever. Our bond grows every single day and it only gets better as the days go on. I adore and love you My silly boy.